December 31, 2010

i am looking back 2010..looking forward 777.

another 1day to go for a brand new refreshing year! 
that's why now i am looking back through all those days i have been..
2010 was such a great year! but i am looking forward for a greater 2011.


my new year determination for 2011 is my 777. :)

for 6 days God give me days to work..so on the 7th day will be my rest and i will keep it holy cause it is God holy Sabbath.
every 7am i will woke up and pray.
every 7pm i will kneel and pray :) 


God help me and guide me according to Your will.
forgave my sin..only You can forgave me.


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December 14, 2010

home sweet home. december i am waiting you for like hundred years!

a little update about me..

5hb..flying back home from KL..
~finally..i am home..there is no other place than to be on your own home!


7hb..
~ no broadband line at home! 


13hb
~grandma admitted to the ward due to SOB and fatigued.


14hb..
~today...taking care of my grandma at the hospital gave me chance to update my stats here n FB since only here got the broadband line.. 


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November 24, 2010

Desert Rose

wow! almost a decade i didn't post anything huh
decade means a few weeks for me haha..
sorry! 
been so very busy lately (busy mending life according to it has to be)

i am so grateful for the tag by Nina gorgeous Manson .
this note is amaazheng! :)

this note have its rule:
Put your music library on shuffle.
For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
Ok, go!
When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.
The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.


ok~ i'm tagging:


do click on that link..you will found an amazing art within theirs truly lovable post :)

my answers: 


1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say..
Stupid cupid by connie francis
("well hey stupid" isn't this what i must say? lol)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Rhytym of the rain by the cascades
(maybe i have so much misery?nahhh)

3. What do you like in guy/girl?
Go Your Own Way ceceSegarra
(do it on your own way..that's how the flow i will fall with you togetha..erk?lol)

4. How do you feel today?
Skychord ~otona ni naru ki mi he by tsuji shion 
(is there any chord in the sky?*wondering*)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
heaven knows by rick Rrice
(haha..only heaven knows..that a good one!)

6. What's your motto?
Speedy Gonzales by Pat Boone
(speed! speed! quick! i am impatient!)

7. What do your friends think of you?
somewhere over the rainbow by judy garland
(am i beyond the rainbow or am i beautiful like can be found somewhere over the rainbow??haha)
8. What do you think of your parents?
A little bit country, a little bit rock n roll donny osmond
(lol..i prefer it more to country DUSUN can I? LOL)

9. What do you think about very often?
Sway by bic runga
(come sway with me all the time hehe)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Last kiss by pearl kam
(don't ask me this equation, i might not wanna kiss you anymore haha)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Sayonara by off course
(gosh! is this the sign to let go my best friend(s)? nahh)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
MOVIN!! takacha
(let's get movin! sayang hehe)

13. What is your life story?
I got you by train
(i am grateful to have you, that's my whole life story)
14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I can’t stay mad at you by skeeter davis
(ok! i forgave you *smile* hehe)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
What a wonderful world by Louis Armstrong
(I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.)
that's how it feel honey.
16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Drive away my heart by Ida Maria
(yes jonathan, take me away from anything that don’t matter, because I don’t want anything else but you..chewahh)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Now and forever by Richard marx 
(now and 4ever there will be NO other KIEKO KOKOK!)
18. What is your biggest fear?
Let It be by the beetles 
(i'm trying to compress my fear, promise)

19. What is your biggest secret?
I will survive by Cake
(survive it is all i want)

20. What will you post this as?
Desert rose by Sting
(is there any rose in the desert? haha)

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November 1, 2010

lazyness 2.

nah! why this non-commercial blog title came out again..AGAINN???!!!

haha...i post about "butt on chair" before..but really...do you really think that i might on chair now and studying? 

i give u my big NO..miahahaha...

ahh kamon la..belajar??no life lah!...baik lagi pigi lepak sana kadai kupi..

eh eh ehhh...jangan salah faham ya disanaa...(sambil tunjuk guna ibu jari cara polite)..saya bukan jenis pelepak..tapi lepak juga kadang-kadang..tapi bukan selalu lah..hehe..

saya rasa sangat lucu dengan diri sendiri..kenapa? sebab saya rasa saya lah perempuan yang paling pemalas dalam duu..eh..bilik dorm saya...ada juga la yang hampir-hampir pemalas macam saya dalam bilik saya nie..tapi tidak sampai tahap teruk...ya lah...saya tengok dia tengok wayang..saya pun tengok wayang..saya tengok dia tidur..saya pun mau tidur...saya tengok dia main game..saya pun mau main game..tapi tengok wayang lah..saya tengok dia makan biskut..saya pun makan biskut tiger kuat..saya tengok dia garu-garu..saya geleng kepala..saya tengok dia mau pergi toilet...saya pun pergi ikut...eh! silap..saya pun seperti mau kencing..saya tengok dia minum air..saya pun mau minum milo..saya tebangun dan tengok dia belum bangun saya pun belum mau bangun juga, tidur balik...dan bla bla bla bla..

atukoii...panjang pula..sebenarnya kesimpulan saya disini...SAYA TIDAK ADA INISIATIF MAU BELAJAR..

sem 4 ini (tahun 2 semester 1) dimana kami melalui sesi praktikal yang mana tidak ada masa satu jam pun kami pergi ke kelas untuk belajar tapi datang ke tempat kerja yang tiada lain tiada bukan buat kerja macam bukan student..(kalo yg praktikal mcm sya..msti faham apa yang saya maksudkan) eh? ko tidak faham..hurm..macam ni...cuba bayangkan kamu belajar untuk kasi makan ayam..tapi tempat kau kerja atau latihan tu bos dia suruh ko kasi makan kuda...berbeza kan?

masih tidak faham? atukkoii...patut ko buat MRI ini (main-main saja ya *senyum* )

nah..disebabkan laaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmaaaaaaa tidak pergi ke kelas..jadi itu nota-nota sudah bersawang dalam kotak. otak pun ada sawang-sawang dan taik-taik labah-labah suda. 

tambah lagi sepanjang praktikal kerja saya adalah meningu wayang dan mengumpulkan wayang..

DAN tambah lagi...saya addicted dengan cerita kira macam realiti la...WE GOT MARRIED (malas sy mau kasi masuk link hehe) program ni macam matchmaking la...artis-artis dari kumpulan mana-mana, satu lelaki satu perempuan kena kasi jadi suami isteri yang pura-pura punya..

tapi ini wayang best betul! DAEBAK bilang kalo korea..

couple yang paling saya suka ialah YONGSEO couple..atau dikenali sebagai GOGUMA couple (dalam bahasa nonggiris SWEET POTATO couple) 

entah kenapa ini rancangan kasi addicted saya..hairan juga lah..

mungkin sebab tu perempuan kiut dan tu lelaki hensem atau kisah dorang sangggaaaattt romantik.

hurm! nah ini lah yang menyebabkan saya malas belajar..eh?adakah itu satu alasan? sorry..

baiklah...saya janji saya belajar ok! ok! ok! betul-betul ni....saya janji :) heeeeeeeeeeeee Read Full Post

October 28, 2010

butt on the chair people.

as days goes by..my practical session is over..(actly it is not that over since this saturday was the last day..but who cares! i am done with the stupid staff and all bla bla bla)

anyway.. i am glad that i've been trough all those heavy latent struck rock with oh-so-stupid-people..with a not-sincere-smile, i am waving the ward with no regret at all and showing off only my butt.

haha~! padahal..sem depan ada lagi praktikal shit!


why am I blogging this? this is not my purpose..uhh..don't mind me please..this is how some beauty-perasan like me would say when the cloud turns grey..


okay people..exam is around the corner..so stick your butt on the chair and start reading and don't sleep!


what?? stick your butt on chair and blog? ohh okay..that doesn't count..i prefer that as study also..wakakak..




good luck in exam to my fella classmate..and to those who will be facing any examination..i would say..HIT IT WITH ALL THAT U GOT dowg!

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October 17, 2010

i miss the oh-so-fast internet.

of course..i used wimax before..
currently i use celcom brodband and it is sometimes 
sucks.
yes it sucks.
*long sigh* Read Full Post

October 13, 2010

rude word.

anger is not my ability to suppress, thus i am not perfect.
though i tried, still sinner i am.

these are my real rude word..take a look.

1. ko pikir ko cantik ko bole buat apa seja??!!

2. kenapa la kalo sy ketawa kuat-kuat?ada masalah ka dengan ko?!


3. apa ko tengok-tengok?! ko pikir ko perfect!


4. dei mati la sombong..ni dunia ni ko punya lah! shit.


5. apa juga ko mau jeles??!! tidak senang ka ko tengok org yang lebih dari ko??!! pathetic!


6. kenapa la kalo sy miskin? jadi kalo ko tu kaya ko hebat la? dumbass!!


7. buat apa kalo luar ja cantik tapi di dalam macam setan..persetan ko lah!


8. jangan bha ko p menggete sana..bida sy tingu!


9. sial ko..jaga ko! sy ingat muka ko! kalo ko masuk hospital..sy cucuk-cucuk branula di semua vein ko!


10. haishh shit..keja ko keja ko lah..buat apa ko mau suru..sy pun ada keja bha!!!


11. dei..jangan ko ingat sy teruk sana..seteruk-teruk sy bagitau rude word sy nie..dalam hati ko lagi busuk!! 






see guys..i am this so tyrannical..
God tell me to be patient..but how can i mend this heart of mine which is full of misery bearing all those heavy probs.

i am soo sorry..i am si kiko mulut jahat.
but that is the truth.
i can't hold back my mouth when it comes to the truth.
i may not have the right to say those rude word..and it is not just that..

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October 11, 2010

the best way to understand LOVE.

though I speak with the tongues of men and of angel,
and have not love,
I have become as sounding brass or a clanging cymbal.

and though I have the gift of prophecy,
and understand all mysteries and all knowledge,
and tough i have all faith,
so that I could remove mountains,
but have not love,
I am nothing.

and though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor,
and though I give my body to be burned,
but have not love,
it profits me nothing.

Love suffers long and is kind;
love does not envy;
love does not parade itself,
is not puffed up;

does not behave rudely,
does not seeks its own,
is not provoked,
thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity,
but rejoices in the truth;

bears all things, 
believes all things,
hope all things,
endures all things.

Love never fails.
But whether there are prophecies,
they will fail.;
whether there are tongues,
they will cease;
whether there are knowledge,
it will vanish away.

for we know in part and we prophesy in part.

but when that which is perfect has come,
then that which is in part will be done away.

when i was a child,
I spoke as a child,
I understood as a child,
I thought as a child;
but when I became a man, 
I put away childish things.

for now we see in a mirror,
dimly,
but then face to face.
Now I know in part,
but then I shall know just as I also am known

and now abide faith,
hope,
love,
those three;
but the greatest of these is 
LOVE.


1 CHORINTHIANS 13.


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October 3, 2010

GO GREEN.

i am not the one that will always love nature because i hate mosquito and chali.
but..i am concern with our nature.
in fact..i am throwing rubbish to where it has to be.


nowadays, people don't care with the consequences of destroying the nature.
people always said that construction lead human to become more tyrannical.
but the truth is.
when human fall into sin..they already are cruel ever.
it is because the sin itself.


i am sad.
because tree that are healthy in front of our hostel now are gone.vanish. 
due to the development for a better highway.


:( 


ini lah pokok yang telah ditumbangkan..huhu...sadis!


cruel.tyrannical. but what can i say.
now..i support GO GREEN.
erm..ada ka website dia tu?
hehhee..tidak apa la...WWF bole jg kan?? kekeke


PEOPLE! stop destroying nature..except for chali and mosquito..kill them as you wish..ngeeehehehe....
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October 2, 2010

lazyness.

i am like always pemalas.

tidak datang kerja.
saya.
tidak datang ke kelas.
saya.
tidak mau makan, malas masak.
saya.

dan banyak lagi.


keehoii! Read Full Post

September 28, 2010

clean your table as you go.

anywhere anyplace that u stop for a meal..

i don't understand why we Malaysian can't clean up our table after eat. 
imagine one horde people sitting on a table eating and only one cleaner. 
afterward this horde people leave at once leaving behind those messy euw table.
how this one and only cleaner clean up all those things?


actually, i came across this idea while eating at Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah cafe where i had been there almost one month now for my practical.
people there (including me) leave the table after finished eating.

my mama once a cleaner. 
she came home with a long sigh on her face (i know how tired she was).
she even once told me there's one harsh customer who mocked her due to late cleaning up the table. 
i know it is her responsibility to clean up those freakin' table, but why must that-so-rude person must mocked her and humiliate her?
when she told us that tragic story..all of us (sisters) are just furious like hell. 
but to think it right now.
we human are just the same. 
all are sinner.


so..to think any conclusion of that.
i always remind myself to clean up table if i can.
usually la..because belum sempat kasi bersih suda cleaner datang.
so in that case..i help that cleaner..contoh..tolong pass tu piring dan mangkuk yang telah digunakan.


but i do really hope someday we Malaysian ada maju sikit.
macam orang barat..they clean up their table bha.
once i saw white guy dating with white girl also at McD restaurant. 
eating McD burgers. 
once they done.
i thought they will just leave..but NO..
they clean up their table first and go.
dorang tau bah mana tong sampah.
dorang tau juga tu tray tu tidak payah buang..


see..can you imagine if lots of people like that here in Malaysia?
if there's no kerja kosong for cleaner..
then all those cleaner bole kerja yang baik2 lagi. :)
ada juga kasi naik taraf hidup. bukan saja hidup tapi fikiran.


jadi..RENUNGKAN DAN ang PIKIAQ la sndiri :)

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September 24, 2010

gift that given to me for my birthday.

oH well!! why on hell should I tell you this???
its been daayyyyysssss before that I should post this :)
but well..kerja! kerja! kerja! 
that is why I've been hiatus for a moment..

actually I didn't even had any idea I want to post about this..
but Kharyati and Amsina (my classmate) gave me something that trigger me to do so.
they gave me a cutie fan for my belated birthday..
see! even the one that is soooooo not close to you, REMEMBER your birthday.


above are the beautiful fan given with smile from amsina n khar




this one..given with friendship from lovely Akeng..i heart this!

this one..haha..can u guess?? of course..si Tikus..given with love..from hensomBoy.

i heart this the most..
we had our most lovable time together 
for celebrating the month of birth 
with a smile that can't be mention with words..
presenting our one and only BUTTON i ever had!

__________________________________________________________________

not to forgot the Secret Recipe cake from Stacy..it is soo delicious that we even share it together..sampai kena jilat lagi kotak dia! haha~!

oh well!! there's no present that is worth it than the one that is sincerely given from your heart..this thing that given to me means a lot to me..i know i may not small enough to have soo many kind of gift that i always wish i have one..since dream is never too big..lagipun..manusia ni tamaha btul...so i am sooooo thankful that i have this one for me! haha :) 
p/s: happy sabbath!


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September 18, 2010

i am september infant (extended version)

17september hari saya lahir.
namun tidak terlalu banyak yang di raihkan.
sekadar ucapan-ucapan biasa yang saya terima (selain daripada hadiah lah dari SATU orang)

namun 18september ini lah hari yang di berikan untuk saya meraihkan bersama-sama 'baby september'.
hari ini memang tidak dapat di terangkan dengan kata-kata.
selain daripada naik turun lif sebab mencuci gambar.

namun hasil dari penat lelah dan kepenatan orang di kedai-kedai handphone dan kedai-kedai lain menengok kami berlimpas-limpas balik-balik.
terhasil lah juga button kami yang comel, cantik lagi bergaya :)
ia hanya simple sahaja. tapi cukup memberikan senyuman yang lebar di muka saya.

bercerita pasal kenyataan dunia, memang memberikan ketenangan yang besar di hati.
bak kata Akeng..lepas mandi rasa ringan :)
memang betul lah.

nah..saya mau gambar itu button..tapi agak malas ini sekarang..tidak apa bah kan? hehe.

kalo tidak pun tunggu post dari PaPunk atau Dkeng tingu itu button..

apa-apa pun...hari ini adalah hari yang sangat berharga bagi saya..terima kasih semua. :) Read Full Post

i am september infant.

17september..hari kelahiran saya.
tidak banyak yang berlaku.
tapi perkara luarbiasa berlaku :)
seperti biasa, saya bangun pagi.
seperti kebiasaannya saya bangun untuk berus gigi dan cuci muka.
tapi tidak pada hari ini..(padahal jam12 suda ni..18hb suda, tiapa sy crta blik :P)
sebaliknya, saya mengemas barangan saya kerana hari ini adalah tarikh saya kembali ke negeri Kedah.

memang sedih! kenapa lah saya perlu kembali ke negeri yang penuh memberi cabaran kepada saya. 
tapi itulah hidup. bak kata orang..tanpa cabaran, kita tidak akan kenal erti kehidupan.
bersiap-siap ke airport, saya menyisip segala kenangan yang telah saya tempuh sepanjang berada di bandar bernama Sandakan ini. 

menjejakkan kaki saya di airport, hidung ini sudah terhidu sup fish ball masakan ibu jonathan kemarin. mulut ini seperti menguyah ayam goreng yang wangi itu.
ahh..sungguh! saya tidak mahu meninggalkan negeri bernama Sabah ini. apa lagi meninggalkan insan yang di sayangi. (esesesehhhh..jiwangnya sy euw)

menjejakkan kaki di tanah semenanjung (LCCTerminal la) hatiku seperti berat menanggalkan tangan jonathan dari genggaman. (ekekeke...jgn bha muka ko lain baca ni..senyum bha)

namun..tepat jam6petang jonathan pergi menaiki bas CityBus ke KL sentral dan menghala ke KSKB Sg.buloh.
tinggal lah saya bersama-sama Dkeng menunggu saat-saat yang paling tidak diingini iaitu flait ke alor setar. (eh salah eja ka?saja ja sy tu mau ko sedar, pandai jg ko bm hehe)

tepat 9.30pm kaki ku mencecah tanah alor setar ini. trima kasi Tuhan. selamat juga saya sampai.

trus nek pakcik teksi balik hostel.

ini lah cerita saya sebagai infant september yang meraihkan hari jadi yang penuh bermakna..eseh... hahahahahahhahahahahhaaa
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September 13, 2010

those sweet days.

i was looking an album yesterday and found lots of beautiful pics of him :)
which is soo adorable to me. (though some he said "ihh bidak.buruk!")



he was the 2nd.


every 27 march, a cake present.



family is everything for him.

having a pic with holding phone is the best 
way to nudge his heart. 


this age also like that.


nah..checkmate tingu ni pic.



of course he is charming :)



kiut kan hehe


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September 12, 2010

daunting and amazing days!

its 2.35am..still my eyes wide open like little kitty with the booths on spying.
i say..my day today is daunting..cause i sleep like meow and i scratch the pillow like a puppy.
i would be on my bed now if not because of my freaking mind remind me to update my stats on blog..and not to forget facebook.
i am sure that all my fans waiting my most new event going on here.(since mereka d kedah :p) mintapujinyalah!!


actually i would like to post some pics i taken this day..but shit happen.
my loveable DSLR wannabe handphone skip from my grip and clash to the wide open mouth toilet (jgn salah fhm..tiada taik).
and i confidently gulp my hand and catch my beautiful K770i hp.
for sure..lots water swimming to my little chip..and i thought he will end there..mati suda bha.
reach home and dried it with the magical hairdryer..try to reopen it..it is ok..but the camera hang :(
so wait until tomorrow how it is. cross-finger. i hope i should be ok.


but..i say..my day today is amazing..cause of Milla Jovovich catch my eyes with the spinning round 3D absolutely gone amazing (don't mind my language).


hopefully my little angel gonna be fine ok..


atau mungkin beli baru? deiii..banyak la duit ko sana! 


p/s: si mio cumil  Read Full Post

September 10, 2010

its EID everyone!

saya sekarang berada di dalam airport.
menggunakan wifi free yang telah disediakan.
saya dengan gembiranya mencuri guna plug kedai dalam airport nie..
dan saya dengan gembiranya juga mengonline kan diri.


haha~!


sepatutnya saya berada di rumah bersiap-siap dengan makanan yang enak-enak.
sambil itu memastikan baju kurung saya tersergam cantik di almari sedia untuk beraksi di pagi raya.
oh! betapa saya inginkan saat ini (maka ada lagi yg lebih sedih daripada saya mcm rum8 sy si jur dan mas..kann)


ok..hari ini merupakan hari yg OK..sebab saya excited mau balik.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah sebab saya makan 3keping bread cicah mayonis tadi pagi.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah sebab di airport aloq setaq ini saya tidak keseorangan. ada si IJA.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah kalo saya dapat p kestau si ting sama si mar sy mau jalan tapi bilik dorang kunci terus saya tidak dapat kestau saya mau jalan dan tidak dapat bersalam-salam..lagipun dorang balik dari langkawi semalam tidak pun pie di bilik saya..saya tunggu-tunggu juga tapi tiada.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah!...OK...ok...ok...ok..


ah! kin panas bah bila tebaca post tu..tapi buat apa juga saya mau panas?
bukan tugas saya yang perlu tanya kan..tugas orang tu yang mau kestau kalo ada la nilai persahabatan yang sebenar kalau LAH dia sedar.
tapi biar la..memang dari dulu lagi saya memang bernasib begini kalau dalam nilai persahabatan bagi dia.


apa-apa pun...
hari ini hari raya pertama..
saya balik sabah.
saya jumpa jonathan.
hari ini juga birthday Bapa saya (eh..tersama pula birthday sama-sama laukong si pang pang. hehe.)


apa-apa pun..(kali kedua suda sy tulis nie)


SELAMAT HARI RAYA..MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.


yg sy edit. tapi tidak brapa cantik.sory ah.



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September 9, 2010

sad..so so sad :(

i am a person who love being loved by everyone.
i am a person who like being cuddled even for 5second.
i am a person who sing when the bird sing.
i am a person who talk when the bell ring.
i am a person who hold when ur hand in mine.
i am a person who treasure true friend.
i am who i am. 


what is going on in this world lately?
i am asking you?
do you satisfied with what u've got now?
probably isn't.
cause the world never notice the best remedy of being THANKFUL.




haish...kecewa bha sy sebenarnya..kenapa macam makin banyak benda yg tidak baik berlaku..
kawan baik tipu kawan baik..US mau bakar quran..menjatuhkan nama baik negeri sendiri dan nama baik negeri orang lain..kes buang anak..bunuh bapa sendiri..bunuh anak sendiri..bunuh mak sendiri..bunuh imigran-imigran di dalam negeri yang tidak tau apa-apa..


apa mau jadi nie?mmg dunia sejak dari dulu memang kejam..sy cuma berharap..


I WILL FIND PEACE IN FUTURE AS PROMISED by GOD. Read Full Post

September 8, 2010

dear Miss Zuraini Alimusa,

ke hadapan Zuraini Alimusa yang dikasihi.


satu syif aku di hospital, setiap yang masuk aku chart admission.
setiap yang keluar, aku tulis laporan.
setiap yang mengalami kesakitan aku catat pain score.
setiap yang berdarah, aku lakukan Toilet & Dressing. 
setiap yang lembap, menunjukkan aku teliti dan berhati-hati.




aku bersyukur kerana aku telah diberi sedikit peranan yang kecil untuk menjadikan negara ini lebih maju dan efisien. dari kaunter ke kaunter, dari nombor ke nombor, dari orang ke orang, dan dari bilik ke bilik menjadikan sistem ini lebih teratur dan tersusun. 


Procedure might kill you!.
aku pernah dengar ayat ini tapi tak rugi pun..kalo tak dengar pun tak rugi. tapi ianya tidak betul. yang betulnya
Mistake Might Kill You! 


memangpun doktor dan medical assistant kacak dan bergaya (bukan perasan ye). 1minit mungkin boleh membunuh, tapi kesilapan merupakan pembunuh yang paling kejam. even kurang dari 1minit pun kesilapan boleh membunuh. kau silap 1 kali, boleh jatuh ke tangga paling bawah tanah. kau silap 1kali kau boleh jadi nombor paling last. kau silap 1 kali kau boleh jadi isteri nombor-2 malahan isteri ke-3 dan ke-4 kau boleh jadi.


jadi ini sama dengan kau silap sekali hilang sepuluh nyawa terbang-terbang. (kerjaya pun boleh hilang bha kan patient?) 


soalan-soalan yang mengambil masa seminit dua minit itu lah yang membantu paramedik untuk memberikan the best treatment. padahal manusia yang mungkin ayah kepada seorang anak atau ibu kepada salah seorang daripada kita ini sedang menanggung kesakitan boleh mati tanpa soalan yang bukan dibuat-buat. (diagnosis salah, ubat salah, boleh mati juga kan?)


takda masa nurse yang molek dan mantop itu nak tengok seorang pakcik yang sedang mengurut-urut dada. tak pasal-pasal terjangkit pula sakit. lame, so so so lame. on future still lame. pakcik sekarang memang urban tapi nurse nak ke pakcik urban yang berpenyakit? takda masa nak dilengah-lengahkan baik pakai mask. tolong doktor ambil BP(blood pressure).


sebenarnya, nyawa tak sakit la bro(hehehe). badan yang sakit.  sistem teratur dan tersusun inilah yang membuatkan aku (dan berjuta-juta patient) tak kecewa. ~kau jak kecewa zur~ kekekeke...


nasib baik la aku bukan pemerhati dan memang aku penting dalam sistem teratur ini. aku hanya mampu memberikan yang terbaik dalam perkhidmatan aku. kami kan SEDIA MEMBANTU :) aisehmenn


jadi tunggu aku jadi MA qualified dulu, aku panggil kau terus dalam bilik tak perlu ambil nombor. kalau mau tunggu kau jadi menteri kesihatan, sampai aku pencen tidak kesampaian la hajat kau. jadi lawyer cukup la. :D

p/s: aku tulis suka-suka sahaja, zur ko jangan serius sangat. SENYUM SIKIT~ 


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September 6, 2010

done!


" nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely"
~Auguste Rodin~

" one must learn by doing the thing, for though you think you know it, you have no certainty until you try"
~Aristotle~

" If you will call your troubles experiences, and remember that every experience develops some latent force within you, you will grow vigorous and happy, however adverse your circumstances may seem to be"
~James Russel Miller~




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if any of you read my post NEED A SOLACE THERE. it is DONE.
today was the appointment. 
i hesitated to go at first.
my heart trembling.
i even had a nightmare!
waking up at 4am like that just to make sure that i am still breathing.

yesterday..i called mama to make sure what is her opinion and she said
"PIGILAHHHHH"


in contra to my hubby said
"tidak payah la..belum terlalu teruk kan..lgpun nti kena XRAY..bahaya"


confuse..but finally..i made the decision to go without any complain.

arrived in front of the door.
make me almost fell to the ground.
but i manage to stay calm.
wearing the white gown..suddenly i had goosebumps.
lignocaine sprayed through my throat.
lying down on the bed make me feel wanna vomit somewhere.


the operation STARTED.
i felt the 'thing' slightly moving.
it doesn't hurt but.
does make me feel uncomfortable. 
while the thing inside.
i BURPED a lot.like so much a lot! 
i can't help it.


there there. 
the doctor did her job really well.
and i am proud of myself by manage to hang on for 2++minute procedure.


my stomach not in the acute state.
but it do had some erosion.not yet ulcer.n i thank God for that.
as for the h.pylori result=negative.
no infection.


after the procedure.sempat senyum lagi deii


the result..notice the erosion?

done.
settled!
it is all about experience.
experience do lead to perfection.

THANK GOD. 

p/s:minta maaf kalo kmu tidak faham cerita sya..sot2 ni connection :)

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