done!

" nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely"

~Auguste Rodin~

" one must learn by doing the thing, for though you think you know it, you have no certainty until you try"

~Aristotle~

" If you will call your troubles experiences, and remember that every experience develops some latent force within you, you will grow vigorous and happy, however adverse your circumstances may seem to be"

~James Russel Miller~

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if any of you read my post NEED A SOLACE THERE. it is DONE.
today was the appointment. 
i hesitated to go at first.
my heart trembling.
i even had a nightmare!
waking up at 4am like that just to make sure that i am still breathing.

yesterday..i called mama to make sure what is her opinion and she said
"PIGILAHHHHH"


in contra to my hubby said
"tidak payah la..belum terlalu teruk kan..lgpun nti kena XRAY..bahaya"


confuse..but finally..i made the decision to go without any complain.

arrived in front of the door.
make me almost fell to the ground.
but i manage to stay calm.
wearing the white gown..suddenly i had goosebumps.
lignocaine sprayed through my throat.
lying down on the bed make me feel wanna vomit somewhere.


the operation STARTED.
i felt the 'thing' slightly moving.
it doesn't hurt but.
does make me feel uncomfortable. 

while the thing inside.
i BURPED a lot.like so much a lot! 
i can't help it.


there there. 
the doctor did her job really well.
and i am proud of myself by manage to hang on for 2++minute procedure.


my stomach not in the acute state.
but it do had some erosion.not yet ulcer.n i thank God for that.
as for the h.pylori result=negative.
no infection.

after the procedure.sempat senyum lagi deii

the result..notice the erosion?

done.

settled!

it is all about experience.

experience do lead to perfection.

THANK GOD. 

p/s:minta maaf kalo kmu tidak faham cerita sya..sot2 ni connection :)