clean your table as you go.

anywhere anyplace that u stop for a meal..

i don't understand why we Malaysian can't clean up our table after eat. 
imagine one horde people sitting on a table eating and only one cleaner. 
afterward this horde people leave at once leaving behind those messy euw table.
how this one and only cleaner clean up all those things?


actually, i came across this idea while eating at Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah cafe where i had been there almost one month now for my practical.
people there (including me) leave the table after finished eating.

my mama once a cleaner. 
she came home with a long sigh on her face (i know how tired she was).
she even once told me there's one harsh customer who mocked her due to late cleaning up the table. 
i know it is her responsibility to clean up those freakin' table, but why must that-so-rude person must mocked her and humiliate her?
when she told us that tragic story..all of us (sisters) are just furious like hell. 
but to think it right now.
we human are just the same. 
all are sinner.


so..to think any conclusion of that.
i always remind myself to clean up table if i can.
usually la..because belum sempat kasi bersih suda cleaner datang.
so in that case..i help that cleaner..contoh..tolong pass tu piring dan mangkuk yang telah digunakan.


but i do really hope someday we Malaysian ada maju sikit.
macam orang barat..they clean up their table bha.
once i saw white guy dating with white girl also at McD restaurant. 
eating McD burgers. 
once they done.
i thought they will just leave..but NO..
they clean up their table first and go.
dorang tau bah mana tong sampah.
dorang tau juga tu tray tu tidak payah buang..


see..can you imagine if lots of people like that here in Malaysia?
if there's no kerja kosong for cleaner..
then all those cleaner bole kerja yang baik2 lagi. :)
ada juga kasi naik taraf hidup. bukan saja hidup tapi fikiran.


jadi..RENUNGKAN DAN ang PIKIAQ la sndiri :)

gift that given to me for my birthday.

oH well!! why on hell should I tell you this???
its been daayyyyysssss before that I should post this :)
but well..kerja! kerja! kerja! 
that is why I've been hiatus for a moment..

actually I didn't even had any idea I want to post about this..
but Kharyati and Amsina (my classmate) gave me something that trigger me to do so.
they gave me a cutie fan for my belated birthday..
see! even the one that is soooooo not close to you, REMEMBER your birthday.

above are the beautiful fan given with smile from amsina n khar

this one..given with friendship from lovely Akeng..i heart this!

this one..haha..can u guess?? of course..si Tikus..given with love..from hensomBoy.

i heart this the most..

we had our most lovable time together 

for celebrating the month of birth 

with a smile that can't be mention with words..

presenting our one and only BUTTON i ever had!

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not to forgot the Secret Recipe cake from Stacy..it is soo delicious that we even share it together..sampai kena jilat lagi kotak dia! haha~!

oh well!! there's no present that is worth it than the one that is sincerely given from your heart..this thing that given to me means a lot to me..i know i may not small enough to have soo many kind of gift that i always wish i have one..since dream is never too big..lagipun..manusia ni tamaha btul...so i am sooooo thankful that i have this one for me! haha :) 

p/s: happy sabbath!

i am september infant (extended version)

17september hari saya lahir.
namun tidak terlalu banyak yang di raihkan.
sekadar ucapan-ucapan biasa yang saya terima (selain daripada hadiah lah dari SATU orang)

namun 18september ini lah hari yang di berikan untuk saya meraihkan bersama-sama 'baby september'.
hari ini memang tidak dapat di terangkan dengan kata-kata.
selain daripada naik turun lif sebab mencuci gambar.

namun hasil dari penat lelah dan kepenatan orang di kedai-kedai handphone dan kedai-kedai lain menengok kami berlimpas-limpas balik-balik.
terhasil lah juga button kami yang comel, cantik lagi bergaya :)
ia hanya simple sahaja. tapi cukup memberikan senyuman yang lebar di muka saya.

bercerita pasal kenyataan dunia, memang memberikan ketenangan yang besar di hati.
bak kata Akeng..lepas mandi rasa ringan :)
memang betul lah.

nah..saya mau gambar itu button..tapi agak malas ini sekarang..tidak apa bah kan? hehe.

kalo tidak pun tunggu post dari PaPunk atau Dkeng tingu itu button..

apa-apa pun...hari ini adalah hari yang sangat berharga bagi saya..terima kasih semua. :)

i am september infant.

17september..hari kelahiran saya.

tidak banyak yang berlaku.

tapi perkara luarbiasa berlaku :)

seperti biasa, saya bangun pagi.

seperti kebiasaannya saya bangun untuk berus gigi dan cuci muka.

tapi tidak pada hari ini..(padahal jam12 suda ni..18hb suda, tiapa sy crta blik :P)

sebaliknya, saya mengemas barangan saya kerana hari ini adalah tarikh saya kembali ke negeri Kedah.

memang sedih! kenapa lah saya perlu kembali ke negeri yang penuh memberi cabaran kepada saya. 

tapi itulah hidup. bak kata orang..tanpa cabaran, kita tidak akan kenal erti kehidupan.

bersiap-siap ke airport, saya menyisip segala kenangan yang telah saya tempuh sepanjang berada di bandar bernama Sandakan ini. 

menjejakkan kaki saya di airport, hidung ini sudah terhidu sup fish ball masakan ibu jonathan kemarin. mulut ini seperti menguyah ayam goreng yang wangi itu.

ahh..sungguh! saya tidak mahu meninggalkan negeri bernama Sabah ini. apa lagi meninggalkan insan yang di sayangi. (esesesehhhh..jiwangnya sy euw)

menjejakkan kaki di tanah semenanjung (LCCTerminal la) hatiku seperti berat menanggalkan tangan jonathan dari genggaman. (ekekeke...jgn bha muka ko lain baca ni..senyum bha)

namun..tepat jam6petang jonathan pergi menaiki bas CityBus ke KL sentral dan menghala ke KSKB Sg.buloh.

tinggal lah saya bersama-sama Dkeng menunggu saat-saat yang paling tidak diingini iaitu flait ke alor setar. (eh salah eja ka?saja ja sy tu mau ko sedar, pandai jg ko bm hehe)

tepat 9.30pm kaki ku mencecah tanah alor setar ini. trima kasi Tuhan. selamat juga saya sampai.

trus nek pakcik teksi balik hostel.

ini lah cerita saya sebagai infant september yang meraihkan hari jadi yang penuh bermakna..eseh... hahahahahahhahahahahhaaa

those sweet days.

i was looking an album yesterday and found lots of beautiful pics of him :)
which is soo adorable to me. (though some he said "ihh bidak.buruk!")

he was the 2nd.

every 27 march, a cake present.

family is everything for him.

having a pic with holding phone is the best 

way to nudge his heart. 

this age also like that.

nah..checkmate tingu ni pic.

of course he is charming :)

kiut kan hehe

daunting and amazing days!

its 2.35am..still my eyes wide open like little kitty with the booths on spying.
i say..my day today is daunting..cause i sleep like meow and i scratch the pillow like a puppy.
i would be on my bed now if not because of my freaking mind remind me to update my stats on blog..and not to forget facebook.
i am sure that all my fans waiting my most new event going on here.(since mereka d kedah :p) mintapujinyalah!!


actually i would like to post some pics i taken this day..but shit happen.
my loveable DSLR wannabe handphone skip from my grip and clash to the wide open mouth toilet (jgn salah fhm..tiada taik).
and i confidently gulp my hand and catch my beautiful K770i hp.
for sure..lots water swimming to my little chip..and i thought he will end there..mati suda bha.
reach home and dried it with the magical hairdryer..try to reopen it..it is ok..but the camera hang :(
so wait until tomorrow how it is. cross-finger. i hope i should be ok.


but..i say..my day today is amazing..cause of Milla Jovovich catch my eyes with the spinning round 3D absolutely gone amazing (don't mind my language).


hopefully my little angel gonna be fine ok..


atau mungkin beli baru? deiii..banyak la duit ko sana! 


p/s: si mio cumil 

its EID everyone!

saya sekarang berada di dalam airport.
menggunakan wifi free yang telah disediakan.
saya dengan gembiranya mencuri guna plug kedai dalam airport nie..
dan saya dengan gembiranya juga mengonline kan diri.


haha~!


sepatutnya saya berada di rumah bersiap-siap dengan makanan yang enak-enak.
sambil itu memastikan baju kurung saya tersergam cantik di almari sedia untuk beraksi di pagi raya.
oh! betapa saya inginkan saat ini (maka ada lagi yg lebih sedih daripada saya mcm rum8 sy si jur dan mas..kann)


ok..hari ini merupakan hari yg OK..sebab saya excited mau balik.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah sebab saya makan 3keping bread cicah mayonis tadi pagi.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah sebab di airport aloq setaq ini saya tidak keseorangan. ada si IJA.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah kalo saya dapat p kestau si ting sama si mar sy mau jalan tapi bilik dorang kunci terus saya tidak dapat kestau saya mau jalan dan tidak dapat bersalam-salam..lagipun dorang balik dari langkawi semalam tidak pun pie di bilik saya..saya tunggu-tunggu juga tapi tiada.
hari ini hari yang OK jugalah!...OK...ok...ok...ok..


ah! kin panas bah bila tebaca post tu..tapi buat apa juga saya mau panas?
bukan tugas saya yang perlu tanya kan..tugas orang tu yang mau kestau kalo ada la nilai persahabatan yang sebenar kalau LAH dia sedar.
tapi biar la..memang dari dulu lagi saya memang bernasib begini kalau dalam nilai persahabatan bagi dia.


apa-apa pun...
hari ini hari raya pertama..
saya balik sabah.
saya jumpa jonathan.
hari ini juga birthday Bapa saya (eh..tersama pula birthday sama-sama laukong si pang pang. hehe.)


apa-apa pun..(kali kedua suda sy tulis nie)


SELAMAT HARI RAYA..MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

yg sy edit. tapi tidak brapa cantik.sory ah.

sad..so so sad :(

i am a person who love being loved by everyone.
i am a person who like being cuddled even for 5second.
i am a person who sing when the bird sing.
i am a person who talk when the bell ring.
i am a person who hold when ur hand in mine.
i am a person who treasure true friend.
i am who i am. 


what is going on in this world lately?
i am asking you?
do you satisfied with what u've got now?
probably isn't.
cause the world never notice the best remedy of being THANKFUL.




haish...kecewa bha sy sebenarnya..kenapa macam makin banyak benda yg tidak baik berlaku..
kawan baik tipu kawan baik..US mau bakar quran..menjatuhkan nama baik negeri sendiri dan nama baik negeri orang lain..kes buang anak..bunuh bapa sendiri..bunuh anak sendiri..bunuh mak sendiri..bunuh imigran-imigran di dalam negeri yang tidak tau apa-apa..


apa mau jadi nie?mmg dunia sejak dari dulu memang kejam..sy cuma berharap..


I WILL FIND PEACE IN FUTURE AS PROMISED by GOD.

dear Miss Zuraini Alimusa,

ke hadapan Zuraini Alimusa yang dikasihi.


satu syif aku di hospital, setiap yang masuk aku chart admission.
setiap yang keluar, aku tulis laporan.
setiap yang mengalami kesakitan aku catat pain score.
setiap yang berdarah, aku lakukan Toilet & Dressing. 
setiap yang lembap, menunjukkan aku teliti dan berhati-hati.




aku bersyukur kerana aku telah diberi sedikit peranan yang kecil untuk menjadikan negara ini lebih maju dan efisien. dari kaunter ke kaunter, dari nombor ke nombor, dari orang ke orang, dan dari bilik ke bilik menjadikan sistem ini lebih teratur dan tersusun. 


Procedure might kill you!.
aku pernah dengar ayat ini tapi tak rugi pun..kalo tak dengar pun tak rugi. tapi ianya tidak betul. yang betulnya
Mistake Might Kill You! 


memangpun doktor dan medical assistant kacak dan bergaya (bukan perasan ye). 1minit mungkin boleh membunuh, tapi kesilapan merupakan pembunuh yang paling kejam. even kurang dari 1minit pun kesilapan boleh membunuh. kau silap 1 kali, boleh jatuh ke tangga paling bawah tanah. kau silap 1kali kau boleh jadi nombor paling last. kau silap 1 kali kau boleh jadi isteri nombor-2 malahan isteri ke-3 dan ke-4 kau boleh jadi.


jadi ini sama dengan kau silap sekali hilang sepuluh nyawa terbang-terbang. (kerjaya pun boleh hilang bha kan patient?) 


soalan-soalan yang mengambil masa seminit dua minit itu lah yang membantu paramedik untuk memberikan the best treatment. padahal manusia yang mungkin ayah kepada seorang anak atau ibu kepada salah seorang daripada kita ini sedang menanggung kesakitan boleh mati tanpa soalan yang bukan dibuat-buat. (diagnosis salah, ubat salah, boleh mati juga kan?)


takda masa nurse yang molek dan mantop itu nak tengok seorang pakcik yang sedang mengurut-urut dada. tak pasal-pasal terjangkit pula sakit. lame, so so so lame. on future still lame. pakcik sekarang memang urban tapi nurse nak ke pakcik urban yang berpenyakit? takda masa nak dilengah-lengahkan baik pakai mask. tolong doktor ambil BP(blood pressure).


sebenarnya, nyawa tak sakit la bro(hehehe). badan yang sakit.  sistem teratur dan tersusun inilah yang membuatkan aku (dan berjuta-juta patient) tak kecewa. ~kau jak kecewa zur~ kekekeke...


nasib baik la aku bukan pemerhati dan memang aku penting dalam sistem teratur ini. aku hanya mampu memberikan yang terbaik dalam perkhidmatan aku. kami kan SEDIA MEMBANTU :) aisehmenn


jadi tunggu aku jadi MA qualified dulu, aku panggil kau terus dalam bilik tak perlu ambil nombor. kalau mau tunggu kau jadi menteri kesihatan, sampai aku pencen tidak kesampaian la hajat kau. jadi lawyer cukup la. :D

p/s: aku tulis suka-suka sahaja, zur ko jangan serius sangat. SENYUM SIKIT~ 


hasil daripada kengsal.

done!

" nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely"

~Auguste Rodin~

" one must learn by doing the thing, for though you think you know it, you have no certainty until you try"

~Aristotle~

" If you will call your troubles experiences, and remember that every experience develops some latent force within you, you will grow vigorous and happy, however adverse your circumstances may seem to be"

~James Russel Miller~

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if any of you read my post NEED A SOLACE THERE. it is DONE.
today was the appointment. 
i hesitated to go at first.
my heart trembling.
i even had a nightmare!
waking up at 4am like that just to make sure that i am still breathing.

yesterday..i called mama to make sure what is her opinion and she said
"PIGILAHHHHH"


in contra to my hubby said
"tidak payah la..belum terlalu teruk kan..lgpun nti kena XRAY..bahaya"


confuse..but finally..i made the decision to go without any complain.

arrived in front of the door.
make me almost fell to the ground.
but i manage to stay calm.
wearing the white gown..suddenly i had goosebumps.
lignocaine sprayed through my throat.
lying down on the bed make me feel wanna vomit somewhere.


the operation STARTED.
i felt the 'thing' slightly moving.
it doesn't hurt but.
does make me feel uncomfortable. 

while the thing inside.
i BURPED a lot.like so much a lot! 
i can't help it.


there there. 
the doctor did her job really well.
and i am proud of myself by manage to hang on for 2++minute procedure.


my stomach not in the acute state.
but it do had some erosion.not yet ulcer.n i thank God for that.
as for the h.pylori result=negative.
no infection.

after the procedure.sempat senyum lagi deii

the result..notice the erosion?

done.

settled!

it is all about experience.

experience do lead to perfection.

THANK GOD. 

p/s:minta maaf kalo kmu tidak faham cerita sya..sot2 ni connection :)

need a solace there

what is the most frightening thing in your life?
what would it be if u facing the moment?


iklan---->

gastritis. what is gastritis?
according to Oxford diction..gastritis is the inflammation of the lining of the stomach.
well lets go further..


according to the most useful information-gathering-for-assignment-web..Wikipedia
it is the same..inflammation of the lining of the stomach..the main cause of this are  excessive alcohol consumption or prolonged use of drugs so called NSAIDs..and others causes..(macam buat case study pula). bla bla bla..


so...chronic causes are the infection of bacteria known as Helicobacter Pylori .


well end of the iklan..wanna know more..can see yourself in this site..(hehe..maka pemalas si kiko)..

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here's the story begin..

late nite 31th august..i am way too busy finishing my soo last minute assignment (mmg keja last minute slalu).

then at that time la i forgot to eat my dinner..i wanted to but too busy n tired already..and also pemalas!

dkeng and mar cooked me a fried egg...but it is too cute...

can u eat something too precious like this??..this "sorry" thing got a little dirty story behind but not to tell you la...too dirty for someone under age like you..haha!
oh where am i?ooo ya ya...then i forgot to eat la bha kan....

then the next morning..


1st september..
since waking up my stomach already mintapuji..thought that in a while it will end soon..
but the pain aggressively increasing..even i can't stand well..feels like a little dragon waking up and crushing in my little abdomen..oohh!! only God know how I'm in pain..


too hurt to bear the crushing abdomen of that dirty dragon..i force myself to see mr.medicine..thank God Dkeng there by my side..


so seeing mr.medicine relieving the dragon in my stomach since mr.baskopan(hyosine) breakthrough my skin and freely flowing to my little vein..taking time relieving the dragon inside..


but then..i hate this..i had an appointment for Endoscope this 6th september..since the mr.medicine suspect me of having an acute gastritis.


omaigoat...

there there..how can this thing happening to me?
omaigoat...
i can't really believe this! 
but better do it than leave it isn't it?
but still i am too nervous.. :(



having the experience before doing this to any patient on the future..better let me know how it is feel so that i can comfort people who will doing this mini operation.


in regards..do let me feel comfortable please.........