Love at First sight.

it was daylight. when i saw her face. laughing, giggling with her friends like no one care.
there's this look in her face that make me wanna know her better. 
it makes me curious. 
who is she.
where she's from.
what she like to eat.
why she laugh so much.
when she will notice me. 
ohh this heart of mine. IS
IS falling, falling deep in this unknown hole of sweetness, palpitation through my heart. 
i am fallen. 
fallen in love with this girl i first saw at the bus stop.

that was then He, my love Fiance fall in love with me.
the time when i really didn't care about anything.
the time i can say my way up life from downward.
the time when i was realized i am not a kid anymore.
the time that i need decision because decision were the answer to my future. 
i did tell you the love story of ours from my before before post on blogs. hehe..
here

you see. i actually really don't care if my love was first sight or what. 
the only thing i care is. 
the one that will spend the rest of my time with me should be the one that understand me, be there when i need one. and accept me who i am, and accept my family too.
and i glad i found one. 

unlike Jonathan. I am the girl, the one, that first sight, the girl that stole his heart that moment. 
i feel i kinda special you know.
being the one and only :) 

teehee.

aish. suda la tu ah cerita cinta sy. geli2 pula wakaka. 
i actually wanna share some of our pre wed photo taken using my phone recently.
masi tidak sabar tunggu the original photo taken by Aviebunny! heeeee 

this photo taken from avie's camera. she recaptured it using her phone. and send it to me. :) 

i love this shot! taken from avie's cam! 

you see. this bus stop is where our story began. :) 

cant wait to see all the photo from aviebunny!!! heheheh 



Oh, she doth teach the torches to burn bright!
It seems she hangs upon the cheek of night
Like a rich jewel in an Ethiope’s ear,
Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear.
So shows a snowy dove trooping with crows
As yonder lady o'er her fellows shows.
The measure done, I’ll watch her place of stand,
And, touching hers, make blessèd my rude hand.
Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight!
For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night.” 
― William Shakespeare

“As soon as I look up, his eyes click onto my face. The breath whooshes out of my body and everything freezes for a second, as though I’m looking at him through my camera lens, zoomed in all the way, the world pausing for that tiny span of time between the opening and closing of the shutter.” 
― Lauren Oliver, Delirium

till next post kawan.
hugs and kisses. 

So Much To DO. and Soooooo Little TIME.

hai. helo. hmm..

feels awkward for not be able to update blog for the past few centuries? decade? wakakaka

i know. u miss me right. hehe miss you too.

actually i was kind of bored looking my old template. i want to change them. but you see. to change and to beautify this blog of mine needs time. energy. mind blowin idea. all sort of thing. and. bad news was. saya pemalas. 

and you see. i am not a very creative. and (mau tambah alasan lagi) i was busy with my life. you know. work. bake. bride-to-be. that kind of stuff. 

but for friends that were following me on instagram, i was actually update segala apa yg berlaku like. every week maybe? kan. 

hehe. just now i post something on Oyen FB trying to persuade her to tukar this template of mine. but then. Shery and Ona comment something that i should be grateful about. blogging or whatever we call this is actually is from our heart. its what our mind want to share to friends out there isn't it? 

ba ok la. will try to update blog la this. biar la my sunmanglish (dusun.malaysia.english) ni ah. hehe.

ba for starting story bout my life or coretan sembarang for today is. i want to share that i bake butter cake today! yay! 

all my cake recipe were all from online stuff. i sometimes change it a bit. and sometimes follow the whole instruction. usually follow all. 

and this time. i follow all. aha! 

here's the recipe. click it!

and ya. follow all the instruction given. and this is the result! 

i like it. its soft. not very sweet. and i loved it. 

im kinda bit proud of myself (ceh padahal bake yg senang seja pun)

ya. u should try and bake it urself. hehe. 

thats all for today! yeayyyyy i finally get to post something to my blog! big achievement! waakakakaka

till next post kawan!

parole: short post.

"she's a teenage girl Ella, aren't they all moody and unpredictable?"

:::pretty little liars S01E02:::

thank God i'm a young adult. 

which mean i am no longer teenager.

but why am i still moody and unpredictable?

bleh!

we never knew that time is easily flown away

i really didn't realize that today is 21st of May already!

and i am so sorry for not religiously blogging for the past few weeks.

it seem like i have no idea what to blog about and what to share.

i mean, i have a lot of things to share but the words seems cannot be express simply by pressing this little tiny keyboards as the way i'm pressing it now.

but thanks to Armstrong n Whywhy..seems both of them are the two awesome person who always drop by here! 

thank you thank you..will visit you guys later :')

well, not a lot i want to share. but i really really want to tell you guys that.

SAYA TIDAK SABAR BALIK KAMPUNG!

huu..

is it May is the bride-to-be season?

seems like this end of May i have a lot of wedding invitation to attend. 

instead of celebrating the month of Huminodun.

i will watch two soul to be tie-up together forever.

hurm tidak dapat tingu unduk. tiapa, ada facebook. haha

well i've got two cousins who will be married soon.

and i for sure will be busy cutting onions, ginger, arrange chair and bla bla bla.

hesh..kenapa la drg tidak pilih saya jadi pengapit kan? 

*sigh* 

please please 27 may. come fast! 

i want to go home so badly.

heartwithin: susah kan jadi perempuan?

i am questioning myself this question like uno zillion times oredy.

why us Girl are so difficult? 

hard to handle?

wibezie wibgaze zito zitss?

hard to understand like above?

bebla bebla bebla..da da da da..? 

ugh. tired with all this abysmal quest. 

 i am definitely number 7! 

but ignore all of this please. 

join me enjoying this cutie pie singer Maddi Jane :)

her voice is pretty awesome.

hehe..i might have the answer to my little title quest. 

susah kan jadi perempuan? hell craps! we girl are awesome!

so anybody who have this kind of question? 

get your butt out there and fuckin enjoy n appreciate yourself more! hell yeah! 

enjoy yourself. happy weekend! 

heartwithin: where is the love? special for *fuck sabah* group.

Good morning and Happy Wednesday all! 

i am very happy when i woke up this morning. 

i don't even know why. 

it is better that way isn't it? 

but a few minutes ago anger, pain, sad, pity, hatred, disappointed run through my emotion.

why? because of this:

why do these group created in the 1st place, whats in their mind? 

i am totally agree with Cinoi 'Education is Important' 

tanpa ilmu di dada kita mudah jatuh. 

to make this matter solve let us all together report this group. 

i did this awhile ago right after i read post on Wasaber

so you Sabahan or a concern Malaysian should do this too.

here is how: (i copy pasted it from Cinoi)

1. Go to Fuck Sabah group.

2. At the very bottom of the page click Report Group

3. Click on Contains hate speech or attacks an individual > Targets a race or ethnicity.

4. and YOU ARE DONE! 

nota kaki kepada Sabahan, jangan lah simpan di dalam hati. 

kadang kita manusia pandai buat kesilapan dan tidak lari dari kesalahan.

sebagai orang yang ada ilmu dan iman di dada pasti tidak akan membuat perkara sebegini.

perkara ini hanya memburukkan lagi keadaan.

adalah lebih baik kita hanya berdiam diri dan membuat perkara yang patut kita lakukan.

bertekak di laman tersebut pasti mengundang rasa dendam dan benci yang lebih.

oleh itu, sebagai manusia yang punyai akal dan fikiran mari kita bersama-sama mencari penyelesaian dan pencegahan agar perkara ini tidak menjadi semakin teruk dan paling penting, perkara seperti ini tidak berlaku lagi. 

peace no war. 

let us be reminded again with this song :) 

Happy birthday Jonathan~*

since it his birthday.

i will be the loyal wife to be, 

which i will do all the housework.

 p/s: saya tidak berjaya kasi sama tu saiz :(


don't worry Jonathan.
you will be the king of the day.
yeah~!

happy yappy birthday! :) 
love u soo much!

good news!

i've done my JPJ test, and guess what? i PASSED! 
keehoi..

waiting for my new license P yeah.

i am sorry.

i am deeply sorry for not religiously blogging for the past couple days. 

i don't know why but i am too lazy to think of any words to spurge out here.

even my blog challenge being hang up just like that.

i am so so sorry.

for those who sent comment on my chatbox thank you thank you.

for those who tagged me on a post thank you thank you.

if i insist, i will inject some adrenaline into my nerve than i might be back on track.

tapi kalau still masih malas. sakit malas sudah sampai tahap yang sangat kronik. 

again, i say sorry. 

btw, tomorrow i will be having my JPJ test.

wish me luck and all the best. may God bless me. *finger crossed* 

i am back on track~

yes! finally i can surf the internet.
jutaan terima kasih kepada lecturer saya kerana menolong saya mengambil dan memberi dengan selamat barang kiriman saya..yeah!

sekarang ni...

30days blog challenge delayed but still proceed :)

hiatus for 3days perhaps.

midterm break is here.

so,

can't I?

i don't care.

i am packing my bag.

 never look back.

and leaving.

with a big smile where sorrows are left behind.

searching for some remedy. 

where i can lean and say "hey, wtf?shut up. i'm in heaven!"

miahaha..sunrise sunrise, sunset sunset.

i adore you.

p/s: 30days blog challenge will be delayed.

i am off to paradise! :)

p/ss: my QTI test is over! waiting for the JPJ test. nyeeehehe..

hello march!

it is march~ yes yes...march is here. yipppeeeee

do u remember how i wish march to step forward on my last LINK.
well yes! wait no more..march is here.
can't wait to celebrate mr.shinchan birthday(though we are far far away to each other)
and can't wait also for PIJI's new bag carrier..hehehe 
since march is here..i beg for my allowances to come fast now! hahaha


elaun elaun..cepat mai! hehe


will be updating 30days blog challenge after this..


HAPPY MARCH everyone!! hehe

saya manang 5ribu!

in this old moon time (bulan tua blang sabah) everybody talking about money money money 
and i honestly really don't have any money rite now..even kurik tabung bha.. kesian kan..
but i didn't expect this..


early this morning, when me as usual busy online-ing at the office, i receive a call which pop out on my hp screen "witheld" so, i answered it and a man voice speaking on the line:

i lost 0.5kg

yes it is true! i lost 0.5kg..
shit. what am i suppose to do?

this is terribly horrible!
i eat all junk food. 
i am suppose to be fat isn't it?
why the hell should i face this weight loss!
i hit 50kg and i super duper fucking happy. 
i said i should maintain this weight.
but last week i lost 1kg.
this morning another 0.5kg.
WTH?
shit. 

hey..give me your lemak.. i am very skinny.
i hate anorexic people. duhh.

i'm in the mood for Valentine!!!

see my kisses?
no? what? 

seriously?

oh..its ok..if you couldn't see it that's because that one is for Jonathan :)

my heart swaying.
my lips itchy.
my both hand trembling.
just because i fall in love again.
 

thanks to Marshey for this capture :)

i don't mind if i post this too early..i'm just too excited.
since me and Jonathan are that sooo far far away.
this is how i express my feeling towards him.
and i really wish we could both be together on Valentine..but nevermind.

i wish all of you had your idea for Valentine.
just please don't go wild and don't go buat anak.


p/s: Jonathan..i love you and always will..ada coklat ka?hehheheheh 

p/ss: nine days to go for Valentine!!

damn.

where is my android?

i really need a new handphone..
because my phone camera doesn't function anymore.
and it hell throw away left behind from current technology.
if i have tons of money i would buy something that have function like that above..
to be more specific..i want something up-to-date. 
so that i can update blog without open my lappy.
what more could it be?


shit.


money, where are you?!


ini budak sungguh tidak bersyukur!
 

i have an orange in my hand and a lot at the refrigerator

all i need now is ANG PAU...
anybody who married here? send me ang pau ok..ok ok?

haha... $ $ $ ka~ching ka~ching ($_$)


again~~ 

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

before that..take a look my horoscope for Rabbit Yabbit Wabbit year.

The Snake

Intelligent and highly intuitive are two of the Snake’s many fine qualities. He makes an amusing and romantic friend with a definite flirtatious streak. When challenged or criticized he can be a sore loser. The Snake is very lucky with money and is fond of the odd bet or two. He is quick-witted and enjoys reading, music and occasionally the paranormal side of life.

Forecast for 2011 Snakes like to have plans and follow their itinerary in an orderly fashion – 2010 threw all this out the window! The Chinese Year of the Rabbit will be a much more appealing year to the Snake and he will feel back on track, albeit still busy and full of activity. The focus of 2011 for the Snake will be to make sure he is doing something he likes, something that allows him to express his creativity and talents and something that he excels at. February, March and October will provide windows of opportunities in his career to achieve this. However, he must put in the effort and make his intentions known, or the windows may close again. Financially, things are looking much brighter for the Snake and with planning and saving, this will be an excellent year. Home decorating and refurbishments are highlighted this year and time at home with family and friends will be treasured. Romance and friendship will be superb in 2011 and he will get much enjoyment from social gatherings, especially ones connected with work. A word of warning for all Snakes – there is the possibility of a lapse in judgement or a piece of harmful gossip – this could lead to awkwardness. Tread carefully! Healthwise, Snakes should take care to have a balanced lifestyle or their energy could suffer.

Interesting Snake Facts
Zodiac Stone: Opal
Special Flower: Passionflower
Best Hours: 9-11 am
Season: Spring
Horoscope Colors: Brown Gold, Green


i love that part which says "very lucky with money" ($_$)

sumber yang munasabah 
 

FANTASTIC day!

i had my undang-undang jalan raya exam via computer..(betul ka nie sy ckp?biarlah)
and i passed! yay....
i've got all right except for five questions.
haha...that's mean i got five wrong dumbass. :/


45 over 50 questions.
well no matter what it is..i am very sure that i'm a bit relief now.
will be proceeding to next level.


tidak sabar mau bawa kereta!!!


I had a very fantastic day today because 


first of all.

i passed the test.


second.


outing with my beloved roomates and Marshey.


i really wish i have a scanner so that i can share pics that taken by Piji.
Piji is really amazheeng! 
he did really good job.
all of us really really pretty.
as a result, we adore all the pics taken by him. #minus the waiter at Pak Hainan restaurant captures#


after makan-makan. 
we split into two groups (how did this happen? IDK)
because of the hyperactive Stacy.
i almost had a lumbago.
but nevermind. 
that doesn't count since i can cuci-cuci mata juga :)


for conclusion.
I LOVE TODAY :)

good luck!

yes.
please wish me luck.
i will be attending ujian komputer for undang-undang jalan raya today at 8am.
its 2:58am now, and I still studying undang-undang jalan raya.
I am very nervous now, and I know study late is not acceptable.
but what can I do.
I'm a business woman who always busy. (hahaha)

so please help me just by say a little prayer to encourage me o whatever.
amen.

Lord, thank You for all the blessings.

lazyness 2.

nah! why this non-commercial blog title came out again..AGAINN???!!!

haha...i post about "butt on chair" before..but really...do you really think that i might on chair now and studying? 

i give u my big NO..miahahaha...

ahh kamon la..belajar??no life lah!...baik lagi pigi lepak sana kadai kupi..

eh eh ehhh...jangan salah faham ya disanaa...(sambil tunjuk guna ibu jari cara polite)..saya bukan jenis pelepak..tapi lepak juga kadang-kadang..tapi bukan selalu lah..hehe..

saya rasa sangat lucu dengan diri sendiri..kenapa? sebab saya rasa saya lah perempuan yang paling pemalas dalam duu..eh..bilik dorm saya...ada juga la yang hampir-hampir pemalas macam saya dalam bilik saya nie..tapi tidak sampai tahap teruk...ya lah...saya tengok dia tengok wayang..saya pun tengok wayang..saya tengok dia tidur..saya pun mau tidur...saya tengok dia main game..saya pun mau main game..tapi tengok wayang lah..saya tengok dia makan biskut..saya pun makan biskut tiger kuat..saya tengok dia garu-garu..saya geleng kepala..saya tengok dia mau pergi toilet...saya pun pergi ikut...eh! silap..saya pun seperti mau kencing..saya tengok dia minum air..saya pun mau minum milo..saya tebangun dan tengok dia belum bangun saya pun belum mau bangun juga, tidur balik...dan bla bla bla bla..

atukoii...panjang pula..sebenarnya kesimpulan saya disini...SAYA TIDAK ADA INISIATIF MAU BELAJAR..

sem 4 ini (tahun 2 semester 1) dimana kami melalui sesi praktikal yang mana tidak ada masa satu jam pun kami pergi ke kelas untuk belajar tapi datang ke tempat kerja yang tiada lain tiada bukan buat kerja macam bukan student..(kalo yg praktikal mcm sya..msti faham apa yang saya maksudkan) eh? ko tidak faham..hurm..macam ni...cuba bayangkan kamu belajar untuk kasi makan ayam..tapi tempat kau kerja atau latihan tu bos dia suruh ko kasi makan kuda...berbeza kan?

masih tidak faham? atukkoii...patut ko buat MRI ini (main-main saja ya *senyum* )

nah..disebabkan laaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmaaaaaaa tidak pergi ke kelas..jadi itu nota-nota sudah bersawang dalam kotak. otak pun ada sawang-sawang dan taik-taik labah-labah suda. 

tambah lagi sepanjang praktikal kerja saya adalah meningu wayang dan mengumpulkan wayang..

DAN tambah lagi...saya addicted dengan cerita kira macam realiti la...WE GOT MARRIED (malas sy mau kasi masuk link hehe) program ni macam matchmaking la...artis-artis dari kumpulan mana-mana, satu lelaki satu perempuan kena kasi jadi suami isteri yang pura-pura punya..

tapi ini wayang best betul! DAEBAK bilang kalo korea..

couple yang paling saya suka ialah YONGSEO couple..atau dikenali sebagai GOGUMA couple (dalam bahasa nonggiris SWEET POTATO couple) 

entah kenapa ini rancangan kasi addicted saya..hairan juga lah..

mungkin sebab tu perempuan kiut dan tu lelaki hensem atau kisah dorang sangggaaaattt romantik.

hurm! nah ini lah yang menyebabkan saya malas belajar..eh?adakah itu satu alasan? sorry..

baiklah...saya janji saya belajar ok! ok! ok! betul-betul ni....saya janji :) heeeeeeeeeeeee