parole: short post.

"she's a teenage girl Ella, aren't they all moody and unpredictable?"

:::pretty little liars S01E02:::

thank God i'm a young adult. 

which mean i am no longer teenager.

but why am i still moody and unpredictable?

bleh!

Amoureux Du Livre.

amoureux du livre. 

book lover in English.

well, i see no point for me to apologies for the late post or what-so-ever since i do it all over again and again and yes! again.

actually, i have no idea what to blog.

but i really wanna tell ya sumthin'

i currently on my way to reach my goal which wanna read at least 10 books this year.

*finger crossed*

you can see my books on:

i finished Man and Boy by Tony Parsons,

Winter in Madrid by C.J. Sansom

and now 

Sputnik Sweethearts by Haruki Murakami.

yay. 

 super excited :)

here some pic of the book 

don't get me wrong, i have no idea with what book i desire, i simply pick up what caught my eye and whats motivate me: DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

furthermore, i read the synopsis, quite interesting isn't it?! 

so go buy for you one! 

we never knew that time is easily flown away

i really didn't realize that today is 21st of May already!

and i am so sorry for not religiously blogging for the past few weeks.

it seem like i have no idea what to blog about and what to share.

i mean, i have a lot of things to share but the words seems cannot be express simply by pressing this little tiny keyboards as the way i'm pressing it now.

but thanks to Armstrong n Whywhy..seems both of them are the two awesome person who always drop by here! 

thank you thank you..will visit you guys later :')

well, not a lot i want to share. but i really really want to tell you guys that.

SAYA TIDAK SABAR BALIK KAMPUNG!

huu..

is it May is the bride-to-be season?

seems like this end of May i have a lot of wedding invitation to attend. 

instead of celebrating the month of Huminodun.

i will watch two soul to be tie-up together forever.

hurm tidak dapat tingu unduk. tiapa, ada facebook. haha

well i've got two cousins who will be married soon.

and i for sure will be busy cutting onions, ginger, arrange chair and bla bla bla.

hesh..kenapa la drg tidak pilih saya jadi pengapit kan? 

*sigh* 

please please 27 may. come fast! 

i want to go home so badly.

inspire me: mama, you're the greatest woman i've ever know.

when i was a child. 

i always asked myself,

why mama scold me?

why mama go to work?

why mama said we are poor?

why do i need go to school?

why can't i be friend with the boys?

why mama cried?

and as time passes by. 

i grew up to discover the answer each of it every counted days in my life.

mama scold me because she love me more than herself.

mama go to work so that she can buy me a beautiful doll and serve us a lovely dinner everyday. though she know sometimes the food may not enough for her.

mama said we are poor, so that i can learn how to be independent and know how to survive.

mama said i need to go to school so that i can learn and have a wonderful career so that i will not suffer like her. 

( i remember back then, my mama was a cleaner. she came back home late at night and said to me "nak, belajar bagus-bagus. cari kerja yang bagus-bagus. jangan jadi macam mama. mama susah, kesian kamu mama tidak dapat kasi beli buku-buku yang kau mahu." and she cried)

i listen to her and cried too. 

i really want to say that she really gave us a lot more than she think she have. 

why she cried? 

i could not think of any answers since suddenly i miss mama so much right now :'( 

to think of this Mother's Day.

i really hope that i can hug my mama tightly right now. 

but because of the distance. i can only hear her voice through the phone.

mama, i know that you know i love you soo much.

thank you mama for the guidance, love, patience.

without you, i will not be here in this world today. 

so, to all Mama's in the world: 

i love you Mama. Sinah binti Tulis. i love you! 

and to my sisters too. 

Happy Mother's Day dear Nordiana Abdullah and Roslin Dawai. 

you are the greatest mom i've ever know :) 

sing to me: L.O.V.E Girl!

hello! happy Wednesday :) 

how was your day today? 

mine? ugh. pretty not-so-awesome.

well, started from this Monday, i was assigned to do my practical session at Operation Room at Hosp.Tuanku Fauziah Kangar.

so as much as you know, all the pakar-pakar surgeon do their best to bedah people.

yes, cut here, cut there. 

and as for me, student who suppose to study can't do anything.

we can only watch from far like 1-2 feet away.

because it is sterile procedure. 

and futhermore, we can't sit.

we have to stand up at all time like a drip stand. 

but, it is pretty amazing when you watch live procedure that you might never seen it before.

but yes, it is very tiring. 

i can feel how the surgeon feel when they do their job. 

especially ortho surgeon which tukul-tukul tulang, gerudi, skru and bla bla bla. 

the most simplest procedure i've seen is, remove cataract.

ok enough of my nonsense. 

actually, i was doing my research a few minutes ago.

but then i get the tension around my head so i decided to do my daily blogging :) 

so today is wednesday, so i'm gonna share one song that i am currently hearing now.

kalau tension atau sakit kepala trus sy dengar ni lagu :)

enjoy with me :) 

i bet this song was created by Jung Yong Hwa cause he miss SeoHyun..huaa..
i miss this goguma couple :(