done!

" nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely"

~Auguste Rodin~

" one must learn by doing the thing, for though you think you know it, you have no certainty until you try"

~Aristotle~

" If you will call your troubles experiences, and remember that every experience develops some latent force within you, you will grow vigorous and happy, however adverse your circumstances may seem to be"

~James Russel Miller~

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if any of you read my post NEED A SOLACE THERE. it is DONE.
today was the appointment. 
i hesitated to go at first.
my heart trembling.
i even had a nightmare!
waking up at 4am like that just to make sure that i am still breathing.

yesterday..i called mama to make sure what is her opinion and she said
"PIGILAHHHHH"


in contra to my hubby said
"tidak payah la..belum terlalu teruk kan..lgpun nti kena XRAY..bahaya"


confuse..but finally..i made the decision to go without any complain.

arrived in front of the door.
make me almost fell to the ground.
but i manage to stay calm.
wearing the white gown..suddenly i had goosebumps.
lignocaine sprayed through my throat.
lying down on the bed make me feel wanna vomit somewhere.


the operation STARTED.
i felt the 'thing' slightly moving.
it doesn't hurt but.
does make me feel uncomfortable. 

while the thing inside.
i BURPED a lot.like so much a lot! 
i can't help it.


there there. 
the doctor did her job really well.
and i am proud of myself by manage to hang on for 2++minute procedure.


my stomach not in the acute state.
but it do had some erosion.not yet ulcer.n i thank God for that.
as for the h.pylori result=negative.
no infection.

after the procedure.sempat senyum lagi deii

the result..notice the erosion?

done.

settled!

it is all about experience.

experience do lead to perfection.

THANK GOD. 

p/s:minta maaf kalo kmu tidak faham cerita sya..sot2 ni connection :)

need a solace there

what is the most frightening thing in your life?
what would it be if u facing the moment?


iklan---->

gastritis. what is gastritis?
according to Oxford diction..gastritis is the inflammation of the lining of the stomach.
well lets go further..


according to the most useful information-gathering-for-assignment-web..Wikipedia
it is the same..inflammation of the lining of the stomach..the main cause of this are  excessive alcohol consumption or prolonged use of drugs so called NSAIDs..and others causes..(macam buat case study pula). bla bla bla..


so...chronic causes are the infection of bacteria known as Helicobacter Pylori .


well end of the iklan..wanna know more..can see yourself in this site..(hehe..maka pemalas si kiko)..

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here's the story begin..

late nite 31th august..i am way too busy finishing my soo last minute assignment (mmg keja last minute slalu).

then at that time la i forgot to eat my dinner..i wanted to but too busy n tired already..and also pemalas!

dkeng and mar cooked me a fried egg...but it is too cute...

can u eat something too precious like this??..this "sorry" thing got a little dirty story behind but not to tell you la...too dirty for someone under age like you..haha!
oh where am i?ooo ya ya...then i forgot to eat la bha kan....

then the next morning..


1st september..
since waking up my stomach already mintapuji..thought that in a while it will end soon..
but the pain aggressively increasing..even i can't stand well..feels like a little dragon waking up and crushing in my little abdomen..oohh!! only God know how I'm in pain..


too hurt to bear the crushing abdomen of that dirty dragon..i force myself to see mr.medicine..thank God Dkeng there by my side..


so seeing mr.medicine relieving the dragon in my stomach since mr.baskopan(hyosine) breakthrough my skin and freely flowing to my little vein..taking time relieving the dragon inside..


but then..i hate this..i had an appointment for Endoscope this 6th september..since the mr.medicine suspect me of having an acute gastritis.


omaigoat...

there there..how can this thing happening to me?
omaigoat...
i can't really believe this! 
but better do it than leave it isn't it?
but still i am too nervous.. :(



having the experience before doing this to any patient on the future..better let me know how it is feel so that i can comfort people who will doing this mini operation.


in regards..do let me feel comfortable please.........

independent.

as a proud Malaysian..we free from terrorist for 53years now.
all this years Malaysian achieve our most desire in conquering the future.(i bet)
well in just a few hours, the loud MERDEKA! must be explode somewhere..
i must say that i am proud to be Malaysian. and i love Malaysia..

happy MERDEKA days people! 

choices~@

should i..or should i not?

jonathan said..he is done with celcom broadband..
connection are too low for him and wanted to switch to Digi.
and now i am sharing with my rum8 for the wimax..and currently the connection are also suck!
and jonathan suggested that i should take back the celcom b.band..
but I also afraid of the low connection..seems youtube,donlod wyg bla bla bla.. are my most greatest way to waste my time...and oh!~of course yes..blogging and reading others blog.
so...i am in a big dilemma.. :(
can i be ok with the connection of b.band in future?...hah!
there will be another post on complaining about celcom b.band connection then! 

sunshine ~@

i am not totally exhausted today.
seems shopping is one of my hobby haha..mentang2 la hari ni elaun.mmg tidak ingat dunia.
i encountered my list and already bought what i needed the most.
still lust uncontrollable..there's lot of things need to be considered.tamak o manusia kan.ihh.
BUT..
i am happy today..cause:


1.Katak (alif fauzi) beat the cupid. finally seeing and dating someone else. which awkward for me at first cause seeing him as a matured man already.hahaha. adeii tulung la kiko, besala ba tu kan.

2.my celcombill only RM18.20. AMAZING. well. haha. terlalu jimat suda sy ni bulan.

3.will proceed on taking my driving license..yeehaa..

last but not least!


4.bought me a novel entitled WHAT THE DOG SAW.

yay!! cant wait to read it :) hehe...