independent.

as a proud Malaysian..we free from terrorist for 53years now.
all this years Malaysian achieve our most desire in conquering the future.(i bet)
well in just a few hours, the loud MERDEKA! must be explode somewhere..
i must say that i am proud to be Malaysian. and i love Malaysia..

happy MERDEKA days people! 

choices~@

should i..or should i not?

jonathan said..he is done with celcom broadband..
connection are too low for him and wanted to switch to Digi.
and now i am sharing with my rum8 for the wimax..and currently the connection are also suck!
and jonathan suggested that i should take back the celcom b.band..
but I also afraid of the low connection..seems youtube,donlod wyg bla bla bla.. are my most greatest way to waste my time...and oh!~of course yes..blogging and reading others blog.
so...i am in a big dilemma.. :(
can i be ok with the connection of b.band in future?...hah!
there will be another post on complaining about celcom b.band connection then! 

sunshine ~@

i am not totally exhausted today.
seems shopping is one of my hobby haha..mentang2 la hari ni elaun.mmg tidak ingat dunia.
i encountered my list and already bought what i needed the most.
still lust uncontrollable..there's lot of things need to be considered.tamak o manusia kan.ihh.
BUT..
i am happy today..cause:


1.Katak (alif fauzi) beat the cupid. finally seeing and dating someone else. which awkward for me at first cause seeing him as a matured man already.hahaha. adeii tulung la kiko, besala ba tu kan.

2.my celcombill only RM18.20. AMAZING. well. haha. terlalu jimat suda sy ni bulan.

3.will proceed on taking my driving license..yeehaa..

last but not least!


4.bought me a novel entitled WHAT THE DOG SAW.

yay!! cant wait to read it :) hehe...

money

what should we do if not spent it all? 

savings?nah..no use..

hahaha... HAPPY SHOPPING ALL..

but do have budget ya..don't go hutang there hutang here. 

cheers!

mama..lumangad oku dika.

i cannot forget my mother, she is my bridge.

when i needed to get across, she steadied herself long enough for me to run across safely. ~

my mother is chubby, small body. but a gigantic heart. a heart so lovable that everybody joy founds welcome in it, and hospitable accommodation. ~

21.08.2010,pm: mama admitted wad..high fever, vomit..swelling leg..


----> i am far far away from her..tp nasib baik la my sister there.
----> apa yg sy mampu..tanya perkembangan terbaru dari kiding.(sister)


22.08.2010,am(i called):


----> kidding ckp ada kena bg dextrose 5%..due to pekak sikit2..my thought on medical goin wild in my own imagination..saying science term with my sister who is just an english teacher..i thought that mama got blood sugar examination..suddenly without hesitation i'm on my way for the conclusion that my mama might have diabetic problem..there there,terlalu risau suda sy :(


----> and si kidding pun terima ja with my statement because maybe she thought that i knew better..but I WAS WRONG! omg.dat's why la doctor tidak bole bedah their own family.thats what happening to me.

----> and i spoke to my mama..she's sound healthy (but actually not, she's trying to make me feel better. and i started crying.) then she said..'aiya yo, knpa nangis..mama sihat bah.'


22.08.2010,pm(i called):


----> kidding said mcm ada infeksi dlm air kencing dia n d dlm darah.. i am quite blur actually, because they not so sure what type of infection.

still on going treatment in the ward, but mama ingat mau balik rumah suda. :( how i really wish i am there taking care to her now. 

MAMA GET WELL SOON OK.


god bless her.